For Autumn: Poems by Latino/a/xs: Rachel McKibbens

To One Side of the Bench
illustration by Isabela Ramos

 

sermon

by Rachel McKibbens

 

Each time I see a woman

walking in a grocery store

 

or sitting on a bench

in a park or a funeral parlor,

 

I want very much

to taste the woman,

 

lick every blessed

inch of her from the

 

bottom of her calloused

heel to the top

 

of her glorious head.

If she is wearing an eye patch,

 

I want to lift its smooth

and sleeping lid,

 

whisper something sweet

beneath it, push my tongue

 

around its spoon-like edge.

If the woman is older,

 

I want to taste the history

carved into her flesh,

 

learn each translucent hair

of every fragile limb.

 

If she is missing a breast,

I want to taste the bright

 

and rugged scar of it,

press its ghost-soft nipple

 

against the bridge of my

mouth. If she is a mother,

 

I want to soothe her many hands,

trace each silver bolt of

 

childbirth etched along

her torso, taste the salted

 

hole of her, this sacred,

this blood hot church.

 

 

MCKIBBENS autho photo

MCKIBBENS in the dark and emptying field

Rachel McKibbens is a Chicana poet and two-time New York Foundation for the Arts poetry fellow. She is the author of three books of poetry:  Pink Elephant (Small Doggies) Into the Dark & Emptying Field (Small Doggies) and blud, forthcoming on Copper Canyon Press. In 2012, McKibbens founded The Pink Door Women’s Writing Retreat, an annual writing retreat in the US open exclusively to women of color.